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the other thing that i was going to say was that i'm not gonna be using hopes_fall anymore.
if you wanna add me again... nowings_... leave a comment and i'll add you back.
if not, fair do's.
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it's taking a while to settle properly into university. been finding things pretty hard lately. i'm ill again, got an acute respiratory virus that's made my asthma go 'wah!' and i feel like shit. fainted in boots on thursday which was so fucking embarassing. it'll go away soon, got some antibiotics. been feeling pretty lonely too, it's not that i don't have some lovely friends at uni, i do. especially sooze who i adore because she is teh cool & sexy & ace, but i haven't found anyone i totally click with. it's super cool living in london, i love that i can walk to leicester square and stuff, it'd just be way more fun if i had people who really understood me here. i gues it's just a time thing but i can't help feeling pretty lonely now specially being sick and it's cold and dark and i'm skint. but yeah moan over, just gotta get on with it, cuz the good times are really good. so stuff that's happened lately - i don't think i said, but i've been seeing this guy chris for a while now, things sort've developed after reading. i've known him for a couple of years though since he randomly started talking to me in costa once. his birthday was on the 23rd of october and we had a little gathering at my house to celebrate. saw oceansize on shrooms on the 26th (at the garage <3) which was so ace. then he stayed with me down in london last weekend and i bought him a jumper and took to see HIM at the hammersmith apollo for his birthday. got him hooked on cloves haha (y) not much else special happened until DIZZEE on thursday at the forum which was superb. 'i'm flyin', i ain't got time'. i think possibly sooze, peter and i have watched the videos a bit too much. we found out you can slow it down as much as 1/32 and zoom in. classic moments: + the double take of the boobs + the 'flyin' (with the extra special little hop) + the grin + 'oh no, there goes my hat!......i'm running after the hat'
am back in chelmsford now, will, sooze's lovely impish boyfriend, has been staying with us a while but i thought i'd give them the weekend, plus also i needed to just have a hot bath and a nice sleep in my own house. chris came over last night, got here just as the fireworks at broomfield primary were ending but i managed to see the whole thing. they were very spiffy and made me feel like a little kid again. i made spaghetti bolognese, which i've not made at uni yet and missed sooo much and it was tasty. bought an oz and we've already made a dent in it. feeling a bit down today cuz chris left at like 1 and i've been alone just wandering the house, looking at photos of my family and listening to elliott smith. rachel is coming over in like an hour though, we're gonna get a takeaway and have a chat which will be nice. it'll be good to be able to talk to someone who really knows me. best thing about today (sadly enough) is having the internet! but mainly cuz it's meant i could talk to chris (you Mr Chris Little) who i've missed loads being away. am going to start taking my laptop into uni i think because i can't handle not being able to download and stuff. in fact, i'm going to start waking up before midday and actually doing productive things with my day. next week i'm going to kew gardens with jonny, who is an awesome scottish lad in my halls. last tuesday, jonny, peter and i went to trafalgar square where they read out the names of 5000 people who died in the iraq war. it was pretty sobering and hard hitting. ken livingstone started, followed by stephen hawking and i was like dumbstruck. i <3 him. i was kinda disappointed with the turnout, only about 200 people. we stayed for the full 5 hours but it was depressing that there was only about ten of us left by the end. to be fair it was freezing cold but still. then a bunch of us stayed up til 6am watching the election. new hopesfall album out now, i know it's awesome from the live stuff. gonna buy it soon as i get back to london tomorrow. wish they'd come over again. tired now so i'm going for a nap. hope everyone is well
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sleeeeeeeeeepy like woah.
but still alive.
i am all fieldtripped and freshered out and i didnt even go to a freshers event.
boo!
did i say i was tired?
anyway i'm also pretty stoned so i won't ramble on forever this was just a wave hello.
my forking halls are the only ones without internet. campbell house east is a wankstain on the duvet cover of london.
when i have satisfied the munch/when i can be arsed to, i shall update with tales of ucl, somerset, shaving cream, GREENOUGH massiv madness, lots of other things that i can't quite remember... and of course, my awesome, perfect even if she does leave me to be half an hour late to my fieldtrip and make numerous threats to kill me in my sleep roomate, sooooooooooooze! she is well cool and we have lots of fun. thankooooo lady for making this so awesome, i'm well looking forward to the next year. we have having spaghetti bolognese soon! yay!
i have to go cook it.
neighbours time
<3xoxoxo
p.s. shout at me when you're gonna be in london anytime soon guys, we can meet up and you can buy me dinner (y)
student mentality already
gonna be in chelmsford on wednesday, in town from like 11-1 or something, text me if you wanna meet up, yo!
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my mum and sergio had another huge fight this evening. it was horrible and i was stuck in the middle.
in other news, i think i'm in love. at THE worst possible time in my life. bitchslap from karma or what?
the tori amos cover of lovesong is my favourite cover. and the aching heart remix of that is radtastic too. though it goes without saying that nothing beats the original.
today my favourite song is three libras by a perfect circle.
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i fucking love hopesfall, i really really do. awesome gig tonight, i might just have to convince someone to drive me to oxford to see them again tomorrow. and manchester on wednesday. the new stuff is ace, released in november i think he said, which is way too far away.
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last saturday i got the tube up to heathrow to see adrian, he's had to move to australia to live with his dad and i had to watch him go through the departure gate. you know when your body just sighs and your heart clenches? that's what it was like. i miss him so much but it's not just that, i feel like i failed him, i should've looked after him better, stayed in chelmsford so he could live with me and get to stay here. i hear from him everyday in some way or another which is good, i hate it when he says he's homesick though, that kills me. so depite this, i've actually had a really good time since i got back from kenya, had a chance to catch up with some people, dan (costa dan not rutland) has stayed over a couple of nights and we've smoked like chimneys, emulated the early morning birds swooping over the crops and laughed hysterically at nothing. and i met up with tom again and we stayed up til early morning just hanging out and chatting. went to jazz night at the bassment with kerry and simon which was ace. decided guthrie is a sexy ugly and when he plays i want to take him home and well... i've been back to the bay and met some new funny people. and james aka postie is back in town and we had a cool chat, apparently he's organising loads of stuff for fresher geologists which is ace. he's really friendly and it'll be nice having someone i know there. nathan, jack and matt stayed over on friday night and we had a laugh, the new demo is nearly finished and it honestly sounds great. not at the standard of a signed band or anything, but it's promising. the riffs jack and nath are coming up with are truly awesome. i got my lip pierced again, same side just like 4mm inwards from the original one. i've decided to get my tragus done next, though we'll see depending on the money situation. i'm quite set on getting dreads again, i'm just not keen to push it again with my mum yet, she'll have a fit when she sees my lip. and went to chicagos again yesterday, it was good to see peter and hannah and frances because i hadn't seen them in ages. peter and i were thinking of organising stargate night for saturday or something, frances? whenever you can make it. i'm sorry i was a pathetic stoned twat last night, i wanted to talk, to catch up and stuff. im a shit host. mandy (phil) came aswell which was so great, he's just fucking hilarious. and so nice too. and angelina called today, which was just the highlight of my week because i have missed her so much, she's just back from america. and we shall probably talk til our tongues fall out tomorrow but i can't wait.
i've not stopped being a teenager and moping/fretting/fantasising about every aspect of my life. oh yeah been fucking it up a bit too. i've continually messed with my head, deciding i like someone, but that although all i want is a physical thing, [because being fair i am eighteen and am quite liking the idea of a summer fling that's just about sex] but knowing that it's stupid because they wouldn't want me. then someone else, but that's just wrong because a good friend of mine has feelings for them. or someone else because they are too far away. or someone else because we are too good friends and i don't want to risk them realising who i really am. or someone else because i used to love them and feel comfort in knowing that love is a good thing, and that we were never going to get together but it not making the feeling any less happy that they exist.
i know this makes no sense, i'm just hoping that random babbling about this will induce an epiphany of sorts so i can get back to thinking about important things and not pathetic self obsessed shit that has suddenly become an issue.
i'm just smoking constantly because i don't want to think about those serious things anymore. obviously it's because i love the feeling, i love how it all becomes even more precious to me, how things feel in tune. but i hate not knowing what i'm feeling and thinking. and although getting stoned makes me forget about it, it doesn't make it go away. i don't know if i'm happy or sad, i don't know what i should do. i need some direction. today is the day i decide to stop taking drugs. for the next week anyways. and it's not just because i have a pitiful amount left and am too skint to buy more. there are things i wanna do, actually do and not just think about. i'm gonna get me a temping job. i'm gonna sort out tickets for the gigs i wanna go to. i'm going to go back and do some pottery. i'm going to read all those books that i've ever wanted to. i'm going to work and achieve something. i'm really fed up of being a waste. i always fucking leave things, 'yeah i'll do it later, yeah when i have more time' what the fuck do i have now? time. and that's it. i think i've said 'i can't be arsed' more times then george bush has been called a dickhead. truth is it's all talk and i'm just so scared scared of failing, of not being good enough, of being hated, of being nothing.
i miss my mum too, she's not back til the ninteenth, which yeah is cool, woo month to myself, but i miss all my family and spiros calling from kefalonia yesterday made it even worse. i miss yiayia and i miss adrian so much and i just want someone to hug. someone who knows me, like actually deep down. and that's no one. and that's sad.
i don't know if it's lightning or my eyes spazzing out.
i'm going on a cleaning mission....gonna sort my life out and get rid of the clutter.
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i keep putting off actually writing about going to kenya and all that stuff, it's not even very interesting, i'm just in a state of wah. maybe i should just live my life and not even bother writing anything down. i'm going to finish this joint and lie on the grass and cry and not think.
i miss adrian. he just came online for like two seconds and said 'hey can't stay just wanted to say hi =) <3 and a rose' but he was gone before i could say love you back.
i want to not get into ucl so i can take a year out and go to australia and stay with him. and then travel, to mexico and lots of other places. and possibly not return.
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| GIG ALERT |
[29 Jul 2004|05:52pm] |
august
05th (Thurs): YOURCODENAMEIS:MILO @ 93 Feet East
09th (Mon) : HOPESFALL + NORA + CRY FOR SILENCE @ Camden Underworld
20th (Fri) : Stars In Their Eyes show with FIVE KNUCKLE as Minor Threat + FIREAPPLE RED as Propaghandi + THE FOAMERS as Iron Maiden + GREBO as Green Day + more @ Electrowerkz (£7 at the door, club til 3:00am)
23rd (Mon) : SCOREONEFORSAFETY + SAVEDBYZERO + THE DECEMBER FALL + SETFORTHBYONE @ The Verge
25th (Wed) : AVENGED SEVENFOLD @ Highbury Garage vs. 25th (Wed) : THRICE + DILLINGER ESCAPE PLAN + MCLUSKY @ Islington Academy i'm thinking a7x wins fo' schizzle.
30th (Mon) : MIKE PATTON VS RAHZEL @ Mean Fiddler this would be mucho fun....but back from reading that day. might die.
september
03rd (Fri) : TAKING BACK SUNDAY + ALEXISONFIRE @ Forum
09th (Thu) : THE HURT PROCESS + BELOVED + DEAD POETIC @ Highbury Garage
14th (Tue) : MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE @ Mean Fiddler
21st (Tue) : THE HURT PROCESS + DEAD POETIC + BELOVED + DOPAMINE @ The Peel (£5)
23rd (Thu) : MOST PRECIOUS BLOOD + KNUCKLEDUST + DESTINY @ Camden Underworld
anyone going to be at any of these gigs?
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can't be arsed and don't have enough time to say stuff properly, but i'm home. have been since friday night, but can't remember much since. off to meet tom to go to the cinema. got back some b&w photos from venice too so i might post a few.
hello industrielle, i do not know your real name, but you are from katelios and therefore are cool =)
christopher, where are you? havent heard from you in aaages. hope you're okay. hugyouinthefacebutmakesureyoucanstillbreathexcore
frances, when are we having stargate night? hehe. we have to do something soon dude, i havent seen you in donkeys.
everyone up for chicagos this sunday? then maybe a party/gathering over mine after. let me know if you're interested, i havent seen lots of you in a while.
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okay so brief summary of what's happened lately....... there was the prom which was so much fun! valdie and i were boyfriend and girlfriend for the night haha. i arrived in a classy stretch merc, conspired with valdie to lower the tone at the dinner table, straddled a pillar, got stoned and drunk, danced like it was chicagos gay night, chatted to lots of random people, didn't puke! ( prom photos...... )
then recovered from the prom.....and went to rome! it was super fun, can't be bothered with details, they can just stay in my head as good memories. i did enjoy handing out the roses though, that was fun. aww and the really sweet guy who ran after me and said 'i forgot to kiss you for the rose' he was pretty cute too heh (y). and jimmy, the really nice irish guy. and the druid's den pub, kudos to us for finding it. and meeting cool greek guys in there, and laughing at ronaldo crying when greece won. and meeting matt after he giggled at me when i danced around manically. and chatting to brandon and matt and their friend whose name i never remember. and just the awesomeness of being in rome. and getting to spend time with friends away from chelmsford crappiness. and still getting to drink guinness! and cool conversations, especially early morning ones with frances and doree. and walking along little streets finding beautiful churches, temples and fountains everywhere. and poking klara, that was especially fun (you may be the queen of pokey, but i am the god). it was just awesome. thanks guys. <3
and.....WOOOOOO!!!! WE WON!! WE WON!! HELLAS 4EVA!!!
found this totally ace picture in a greek community that i just joined and loads of them are from kefalonia, superxcore (y)

and i went to see shrek2 with angelina, emma, rachel and victoria and it was hilarious (y). "i'm wearing ladies' underwear" "it's a thong" hahaha X a billion. and i can't really remember much else that i've been doing. antonio visited for a while which was nice. kerry and i went to london yesterday to meet up with the americans we met in rome cuz they were doing an european cities tour and were in london which was cool. took them to camden and had tasty pasta (score!) and went for a drink in the world's end <33333 talked about music and all sorts then had to go our separate ways. kerry went back to go to hannah's party, which i'm still sad i missed =( hope you all had lots of fun and i want to see these dodgy photos of ross and ian wrestling! so i went to the park behind the astoria to hang out with dave, adrian and some other people. got on pretty well with laura and anna from the year below, i had thought they were kinda knobs but they were really nice. kept on saying that they were scared that i hated them but they always wanted to be my friend haha. i'm not scary, i don't get why people say that =( then lucy put on songs from the little mermaid and we all sang along, and some guy came along and was like 'i love that song, i'm a singer' and proceeded to sing opera, rap, beatbox, snog lucy's hand and smell really bad. so we ran away and had a joint. twas lots of fun and i really miss all the fun we used to have. i hate to say it but adrian is still suave and dave is still a lovable little american teen punk wannabe. went to see alexisonfire and hondo maclean last night. dan bought me a ticket for my birthday. it was amazing. alexisonfire were even better than i was expecting, and i was expecting them to be superxcore to the max times a squillion stylee. wish i wasn't so skint cuz i could've got the new album =( speaking of albums, THANKYOU so much to klara again because she got me the new mcr album [which is AMAZINGxCORE] and because she rules. love you so much *poke* oooh and in the park before the gig someone shouted out my name and i was all like 'eh?' and circling around like a twunt til i spotted the hottie that is rob dann. he, sarat and some other guy were going to the gig so i had a good chat with them. i hate to say it, but rob is still a hottie. he has proper short hair now which is a shame but still <33333 i had good taste, even in year 9.
ruth picked me up early and we went for a drink this evening, it was nice chatting, i reckon we should do that more often. then we went on to catherine's birthday meal tonight, twas super fun and the food was proper tasty schizzle. catherine looked totally amazing, she's so beautiful. frances and i spent most of the meal messing about and taking cool photos. you should post them, or at least send me them dude. shame i was so full up though, i didn't finish my main meal or dessert, can you believe it?? me?? pssh, i'm ashamed. but yeah it was fun.
eugh work tomorrow =(
but yay chicagos!!!! wooooo!! it's been way too long.
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hmm so i started crying yesterday in town, but that was okay because i was only on the way to meet someone and i stopped. then i started again in the car on the way home. and while i was having a shower and while i was brushing my teeth and while i was lying in bed listening to pavement and trying to get to sleep. and when i woke up. and when i realised that i'd been bitten by something in the magic field last night and it's given me an allergic reaction and my wrist is huge =/ and when i realised that i have to go to the prom tonight. and then i remembered that we got mugged last night and i stopped and laughed. just in central park, six rudies came and started asking if we had any weed and boasted about how they 'robbed up heybridge' then three of them went through dan's bag and stole a half australian (in other words, twenty quids worth) from me (cuz i'd given mine to dan to skin up with). twats. it's not that i'm so bothered about what they stole, i mean yeah it's twenty quid, but i can deal with it. it's the fact that people actually do that. it's fucking rude. i've been mugged three times now, twice in central park. what is chelmsford coming to? my mum told me to be more careful about who i'm hanging around with and to be more 'streetwise'. oh the shame. all i wanna do is lie in bed and listen to demolition lovers. i know i finished all my exams yesterday and i should just be so happy but i'm so horribly miserable. i've done a good job of not thinking bout it and denying it, but it's a feeling that's been just under the surface for a while and i hate it because i have no right to cry. and i don't even know why i am. veejay (frances will know who i mean) has a right to cry, but he doesn't, he just laughs and gets on with it, and buys his little brother and sister an ice cream with the last of his money. argh i hate this. and i feel really bad about something else. but if any of you want to know then ask me or i might even make a girly filter *shock horror*
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i am literally fuming. steam from the ears and everything. and it's not just because i'm greek, that really has no impact on the issue, if it was any other country that had been treated like that i would be mad too. the fact that they still call them the 'elgin' marbles is bad enough. they're not the elgin marbles, he didn't make them, all he did was steal them. some stupid bitch was so incredibly insulting. she actually said "well it's like this, if a mother was abusing her child, you wouldn't let her adopt another would you?" i had visions of stabbing her. in a totally non-violent way of course. the simple fact is that they think they are better than greece. they say they won't return them until greece can prove that they can look after the artefacts in greece first. the extensive restoration at the parthenon is one of the largest and most respected projects in the world. currently there is work to build a museum at the base of the acropolis that will house the marbles and other statues and artefacts, and display them in the same way they would have originally been seen. except without a full set. and the british museum are now arguing that the greeks are stupid for doing this because it is on an archaeological site. but anywhere in the vicinity will be. at least this way they are preserving what is already there (a byzantium site which is protected and visible underneath the museum, they even made a feature of it). so they moan if there isn't a museum there in which the remaining marbles can be seen and protected, but they moan as soon as the greeks do something about it. yes the greek government made some big mistakes in the past, but you need only look at recent successes to see that they only want to preserve their history. take the new underground train system for example, the government invested millions to provide a good efficient transport service that would help reduce congestion and pollution which is a major problem in athens (because of its geography as well as the density of the population) that affects the decomposition of the parthenon. during the building of the underground train system, a lot of excavation went on and all artefacts found remained in their original positions in glass cases so they can be preserved and displayed. one guy even said that the marbles would not be returned because it represented a part of world history, of british history and made up the exhibition of conquests around the world, like they have chinese, indian, african artefacts. it doesn’t represent fucking world history, what it does is provide a reminder of how britain was this 'great' empire who invaded, enslaved and colonised. you know what really takes the piss? the british museum won't return them because they say the greeks won't look after them and it's their duty to stop them ruining an important historical and cultural collection. turning a blind eye to the blatant up-their-own-arses holier-than-thou attitude, the fact is they are complete fecking hypocrits. there is obvious damage to the marbles dating from when the marbles were being 'looked after' at the british museum. a 'failure of curatorship' in their own words, led to an acid based solution being used to clean the sculptures and marbles. so as all you of who have done gcse chemistry will know, acid decomposes carbonates, which any fool would know the marbles contain. the debate has gone on for 200 years. apparently there are good arguments on both sides. hmm. i fail to see this. as far as i can see britain has removed some of the marbles that belong with the rest of them in the parthenon, an icon of greek history and culture, displayed it in their own museum as part of an exhibition to show off how good they are at thieving, vandalised the artefacts through stupidity, and now refuse to give them back and have the cheek to insult greece's ability to look after them. what's wrong with this? GIVE THEM BACK YOU STUPID FECKING THIEVING CUNTS!
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| mammoth photo fest update TWO : the red hot one |
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so last saturday i went to see the red hot chili peppers at hyde park with katie and emily. they were super dooper. most of hyde park was fenced off and it had more of a festival atmosphere than anything else. unfort but oh so typically, it started raining just enough to get me wet then the sun went down and twas freezing. but the sunset was pretty. as usual and as expected, the chilis were so amazing. anthony did his funky dancing and he, flea and john looked suave as ever. we love chad too. but y'know. i was so filled with wah the entire time. they remind me of being a kid and evoke all kinds of emotions in me which just come flooding back. it's true that you never want any gig that you're enjoying to end, but this one more than lots of others. the animations on the screens were so cool too, specially the dragon in space for parallel universe. highlight of the night had to be my lovely man, or right on time. or throw away your television for the funky ass groove. but if i continue like this i will just mention every single thing they did. sadly there was no sir psycho sexy, or i could have lied, or aeroplane, but i'll live. wanna see them again. looking forward to many a stoned afternoon listening to californication in my backgarden <3
( they're red hot........ )
oh yeah, also, THE james brown supported. woah. so bloody cool. although his backing dancers were just crap, and we did feel slightly queasy when he said he felt like a sex machine. vintage meat? or just wrinkly old man feeling horny? i'll leave it to you to decide. either way, i was loving the music. get down with your bad self. and all that jazz.
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| mammoth photo fest update ONE : the eighteen year old one |
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let's start with the oldest stuff and work our way to the present, savvy?
my birthday party on the thirteenth of june at the hot house. to be totally honest i don't remember that much. apart from it was really fun and i'm so happy that people enjoyed themselves. it's great how many people buy you drinks on your birthday haha. and it was possibly the only time avenged sevenfold and my chemical romance will be played at the hot house, i feel i've done my duty. all the people who were working at the hot house were really helpful and lovely. and antonio very kindly stayed sober so he could look after me and drive us all home. i guess i shouldn't have been so paranoid that people wouldn't turn up cuz it was packed which was nice. thankyou again to everyone who came. and thanks for the awesome presents. courtesy of emma, i now have sea monkeys, w00t! they're so cool <3.
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dan got me a ticket for alexisonfire & hondo at the metro club on the 9th july. which is awesome because i've waited ages to see alexisonfire, but it means i have to miss hannah's birthday party =( i'm so sorry dude.
shai hulud are playing on thursday and i'm going to miss it because i don't know anyone else who likes them apart from francis and he isn't exactly the most reliable boy in the world.
hopesfall are coming back in november, but i cant find details of any london gigs yet. will email josh and find out from the man. they're playing with nora omg *dies*
yourcodenameis:milo are playing the 93 feet east venue on thursday 5th august. when i find out where that is i might just be there. i saw a ycni:m sticker on one the girls toilets at the chilis gig in hyde park. random, but it made me smile. ycni:m are playing reading too yay.
johnny truant playing the garage on friday 1st october. if im at ucl then i'll be there fo schizzle.
the big are playing with desmond dekker, how fucking cool is that?
27th (tue) july : Q AND NOT U + RED MONKEY + BULLET UNION + AN EMERGENCY @ Camden Underworld. might just have to go to this one too.
and if people wanna go see the filaments again, cuz it has been a while... 31st (sat) july : CAPTAIN EVERYTHING! + ADEQUATE SEVEN + THE FILAMENTS + KENISIA + THE FOAMERS @ The Garage
tempted..... 16th (mon) august : BLOODHOUND GANG + ELECTRIC EEL SHOCK @ Astoria but i know i shouldnt be.
09th (thu) september : THE HURT PROCESS + BELOVED + DEAD POETIC @ Garage <------i am definitely there, i will walk over hot coals if need be.
READING baby......jurassic 5, hundred reasons, thursday, possibly young heart attack, the streets, dropkick murphys, thrice, modest mouse, the (international) noise conspiracy, funeral for a friend, dizzee rascal, har mar superstar, the icarus line, the bronx, yourcodenameis:milo, roots manuva, sick of it all, dillinger escape plan, bouncing souls, co&ca, flogging molly, a7x, alexisonfire.
TO WHOMEVER IT MAY CONCERN: if any of these bands are on at the same time, BLOOD WILL BE SHED.
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[16 Jun 2004|04:05pm] |
thankyou everyone who came to my party, i hope you had a good time. might actually update about it like friday when i am not so crazy mad and breaking things.
i'm not gonna do some huge angstxcore post because i know this will pass. i don't really hate everything. just some things. i need to do more physics. i have a theory that these exams are all a government conspiracy to get us to kill ourselves so they don't have to lose money giving us loans and paying our tuition fees. it's working. i wish something would go right for once.
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[16 Jun 2004|03:50pm] |
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